Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Michael Mind - Show Me Love (Club Mix)

/House
/320kbps
/mp3


If you were at afterparty, you know whats up.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Fuck.

#1 I need to buy a real journal because typing isn't the same as physically writing something down, its not instant, it takes more than a couple seconds, and you remember more. 

#2 I just need to abide by the rules of the house a little longer, I haven't been doing my part at all and i'm pissed off because i feel like i deserve at least that much, but its less than a month so i shouldn't even be complaining...

#3 I just wish (i hate myself for wishing anything) but its just like why cant they be, i'm getting disgusted with myself even beginning to write this, so i won't continue, I hate when people play the victim and guess what role im in right now, god. 

#4 I really hope i get the job at Whole Foods i really need the money. 

#5 Have i stopped caring, am i choosing to avoid this situation, do i believe that none of these issues are mine (even if i do think that...they only ask one thing, and i need to respect that)

#6 Even though it really pisses me off when he talks to me about anything, I have to respect the rules of the house, or else im just a shitty person.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

How is it that san jose is populated with 1 million people, yet you can go a full day having a human interaction with someone.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Here is my new Trance Blog


If you like the songs that are there let it be known by supporting it and telling everyone about it!  

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Curse.

The internet has brought everyone many smiles and enlightenment and it's infinite hoard of intelligence in many realms, with such websites such as wikipedia.org, facebook.com, and of course spankwire.com who could deny the bliss of the internet. Despite its vast and endless spectrum of knowledge, I've come to realize, it's allowed the "Curse of knowledge" to rear its ugly head far into my world.

Thanks for letting me borrow this
It was good, really good.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

GOD DAMN IT.

IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL AND YOUR PLAYING, DO YOU THINK ITS A FUCKING GOOD IDEA TO GO UNDER THE NET WHILE SOMEONE ELSE IS ON THE OTHER SIDE JUMPING?? REALLY. TAKE ONE FUCKING SECOND TO EVALUATE WHAT YOUR FUCKING DOING, OH AND WHAT WAS THE ANSWER, NO ITS NOT A FUCKING GOOD IDEA, BECAUSE SOMEONE COULD/WILL/MIGHT POSSIBLY, OH I DONT KNOW, ROLL THEIR FUCKING ANKLE BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING RETARDED ASS

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Lights, Camera...life

''We cannot live without roles. But we cannot allow ourselves to be oppressed by them, either.'' Dr. Humphry Osmond, clinical professor of psychiatry at the University of Alabama in Birmingham

I don't like saying this but a lot of times in the past i used to think a lot of people were just really fake, yeah sure there were some lame people who really were not genuine people. In retrospect, I realize that I can't be mad at the world because we are all forced to play these roles not by societal standards but human nature's standards, and if you choose not to comply, which i thought i could do only to result in my own major depression, you will recieve the consequences. 

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Intamacy...In to me you see

Something I realized today is that, it's important to acknowledge and express your feelings towards a good friendship. To truely feel and understand a companionship, is a feeling like no other. We are without a doubt, social beings, which makes me understand why I appreciate urban areas much more, just the comfortably cramped close quarters. Which forces people to interact with others on a daily basis, something I never really get to experience much of due to how a suburban neighborhood functions. Remember when we were kids and mom said to never talk to any strangers, well, we're not children anymore. Anyways this is just another one of my thoughts that strikes me just that much to make me write something about it. 

Go out there, walk around, get close, experience people, experience life.