Thursday, April 9, 2009

Fuck.

#1 I need to buy a real journal because typing isn't the same as physically writing something down, its not instant, it takes more than a couple seconds, and you remember more. 

#2 I just need to abide by the rules of the house a little longer, I haven't been doing my part at all and i'm pissed off because i feel like i deserve at least that much, but its less than a month so i shouldn't even be complaining...

#3 I just wish (i hate myself for wishing anything) but its just like why cant they be, i'm getting disgusted with myself even beginning to write this, so i won't continue, I hate when people play the victim and guess what role im in right now, god. 

#4 I really hope i get the job at Whole Foods i really need the money. 

#5 Have i stopped caring, am i choosing to avoid this situation, do i believe that none of these issues are mine (even if i do think that...they only ask one thing, and i need to respect that)

#6 Even though it really pisses me off when he talks to me about anything, I have to respect the rules of the house, or else im just a shitty person.